July 18
Tuesday, 18 July -
I couldn’t sleep.
I still can’t believe it.
I can’t stop thinking about her, about the past three years we spent together. I regret the time I took to accept the difference in age between us, the time I took to overcome each crisis.
“Seeing each other again at any cost, we can’t break up over the phone, we have to talk to each other straight in the face.” Will she accept?
But where shall we meet?
And how can I leave with these hordes racing toward the Syrian border?
(50x33)
Istanbul
2006